Anywhere but here, above and between Heaven on earth, hell on earth, frowns and smiles.. opposites like the directions on a compass, broken, You are broken and you won't admit it, you hold your posture straight, and late at night..
you don't sleep, in fact you barely eat.. you want to be anywhere but here Your life is running you, you are not running it. and IT just seems to be the only thing you think about. Whether it is good or bad, it feeds you, it eats you whole and alive..from the inside you are crying, and slowly dying but not as slowly as you want to take everything back again.. You are on an emotional roller coaster, it won't stop, you get your peeks, and then everything drops, just like your heart drops around 2 AM. And there is nothing you can help to think of, than to be anywhere but there. Anywhere but not in this lonely place.
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When you rarely tell me you love me it sounds like an apology,
like you feel sorry for the way I am, the way I was raised What are you sorry for? I'm not feeling guilt for myself anymore, those sad poems, that I used to write back when I was 17, Back when tomorrow never seemed to have a crack of daylight for me, Back when my writings became my anti depressants, Prozak, paroxetine and other words I could have barely pronounced back then.. Everything seemed so dull and flat, but you see those same bricks that made a heavy loud on me were the foundation that built the house I now am, Don't feel sorry for me, feel anything but sorry for me don't feel sorry for me; Because of you I have expanded my vocabulary, and the compliments I get now is not "what a nice ass you have", but what a way you have with words, on the spot, you have the right things to say, your mouth speaks louder than any firecracker, you are an intense flame Your eyes could burn the sky, but you choose to burn others instead." I don't hurt anybody simply because I have been hurt a few times. I am thankful, I am honest, and I deliberated will speak my mind, and the last thing I will ever be is "sorry" 08/02/2014 |
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